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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Now Playing: Adam's Song
Song of the day: Adam's Song
I never thought
I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time
I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed
To go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
Sixteen just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world is wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought
I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things
To all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off
Board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice
In the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
Sixteen just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world is wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
By: Blink 182
Blink 182... I love those guys. They've been around for along time, and now they've released their last cd. Damn. I really should buy it, to show some respect to a band I've liked since I was little.
I love this song. It doesn't relate to me in any way, well... actually it might, but I'm not going to talk about it. In a way, it relates to my sister.
I'm not putting any details about her because I want to protect her privacy. So that's all I'm going to say.
In a way it also relates to one of my fictional characters that I've created, and OC (original character) for a fan fic I'm writing. Her name's Andrika.
Basically, her life sucked, and she went to kill herself. But then she met a certain someone... who made her change her mind without even knowing that he did.
But... that's not the end of it. As we go on in the story, there's blood, there's death, there's betrayal, and she feels it's her fault (which it sort of is) so she again tries to take her life.
But of course that's also not the end of her little story. She's saved again by her knight in shining armor (except they don't have a very good relationship, they get get along very well.. at all) and there's a whole lot of talking and then she's back in action. No more fucking attempted suicide for Andrika.
That's it for now. But I've got another song of the day coming up!
Posted by losingxgrip
at 12:01 AM EDT
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
To: xxxxx
Mood:
 irritated
Now Playing: Losing Grip
 Losing Grip
Losing Grip
are you aware of what you made me feel
right now i feel invisible to you
like i'm not real
didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
why'd you turn away
here's what i have to say
i was left to cry there
waiting outside there
grinning with a lost stare
that's when i decided...
why
should i care
cuz you weren't there
when i was scared
i was so alone
you
you need to listen
i'm starting to trip
i'm losing my grip
and i'm in this thing alone
i'm not just some chick
you place beside you
to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize
my face
you used to love me
you used to hug me
but that wasn't the case
everything wasn't okay
i was left to cry there
waiting outside there
grinning with a lost stare
that's when i decided...
why
should i care
cuz you weren't there
when i was scared
i was so alone
you
you need to listen
i'm starting to trip
i'm losing my grip
and i'm in this thing alone
crying out loud
i'm crying out loud
crying out loud
i'm crying out loud
open your eyes
open up wide
why
should i care
cuz you weren't there
when i was scared
i was so alone
why
should i care
cuz you weren't there
when i was scared
i was so alone
why
should i care
if you don't care
then i don't care
we're not going anywhere
why
should i care
cuz you weren't there
when i was scared
i was so alone
why
should i care
if you don't care
then i don't care
we're not going anywhere
By: Avril Lavigne
Well, yeah, I'm sure you don't give a shit about the song. Nobody likes Avril. Poor girl. I'm not saying I like her, but I like the songs. Some of them. Mainly this one, and the newest ones.
Don't bitch about how she's a poser and whatnot to me, because frankly I don't give a shit. I don't pay attention to whether or not artists and bands are 'posers' or whatever the hell you losers call them. I listen to the music, and the lyrics. I don't know what the hell you people do but that's just me.
Anywho, I'm dedicating this song to a certain someone who's name I'm not going to mention. People who know me, and take a look at the lyrics, might know who that someone is. So here you go, this is dedicated to you, XXXXX.
I'm having a pretty boring summer. I gave up on XXXXX by the way. Stupid jackass. But don't worry, XXXXX, I'll still be your friend. Dickhead. Lol. I'm like that to friends. Don't feel bad.
Ugh... so bored. Talked to a few people today... ate a few fruits... listened to a few songs. Yep. I'm on sort of a fruit diet, dunno if it's working. I gotta throw in some excercise though if I actually want to lose weight.
Don't worry, people. I'm not anorexic and I'm not starving myself. I'm doing this for a good cause. So that I can look decent in a bikini for when I go to the cottage. And I think I'm doing it right. I gotta excercise, but not overly, eat healthy and in smaller portions. Not that this has anything to do with anything else here.
I was going to talk about how the song relates to certain feelings and certain people... ahem, but I thought better of it. Screw the world.
Yeah.. life's a bitch and then some fish eat you.
- LuLu out
Peace XD Later dayz, until next time XD
Posted by losingxgrip
at 6:57 PM EDT
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